Fri, 22 Jun 2007 20:17:44 GMT

It's like I say every time. I should really update this thing more. My thoughts would be a hell of a lot more private in a lot of senses... Seeing how I have very few people added to this account and I'll probably be doing a friends sweep anyway. I'm sure most everyone on my list is inactive. Serves me right for being so inactive for so long. Now I'm not promising I will come back and be completely active forever. That I can't promise, what I can promise to try my hardest.

Jordan seems to be the only one who understands me these days. (Other than Sterling. He understands me the best, at least I think so.) I know I have my friends and family, but it seems like a lot of us just aren't as close as we used to be. You know? We don't have the same bond as we once did. We don't hang out and do the stuff we used to do. That or they just never return my calls like they say they will. Then again, I have been talking to a lot of new people lately and making a lot more new friends. So it makes it a little easier. I do spend a lot of my time with Jordan. What can you expect? We're still in the honeymoon stage. It's fun spending time with him and taking the time to get to know him better. I lean so much about him from just spending the entire day in bed being lazy and watching tv or just simply talking. It's fun getting to know someone. Someone that's so much different than you. Someone who grew up in such a different lifestyle than you did. It's exciting. I don't think he's ever bored me in a conversation.

Tomorrow we will have been together for two months. Isn't that crazy? Miss Doesn't do commitment is in a committed relationship and loving it. I didn't know it could be this good. We talked a lot last night. About people in our lives, and people who were in our lives for the longest time. I feel like I can trust him with a lot of information, although I still leave a lot of it out. It's just the way it goes. The only person in my life that ever knew everything about me was my nana, and she took all that information to the grave.

Enjoy the rest of your day, guys!
♥ Cassandra.

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 06:13:59 GMT

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Wow, it's really a journal all about me. Surprised no?